Silver Linings

My hair is falling out, again.

I knew it would. I was more than prepared for it when I thought I was having my transplant. Get it all out the way in one go I thought… After all, I was fortunate enough to have kept it for so long.

I am not having my stem cell transplant now am I? Unfortunately, nobody told the cyclophosphamide that. My hair is falling out again and given everything else that has happened this week, the chances of just a bit of thinning, is slight. Especially when this just happened when I brushed my teeth.


If some good had come out of me having the chemo, you know, like getting better, I wouldn’t mind. No good has come from this though has it? It is October all over again.

I am now going to lose my hair, for it to grow back, for me to lose it again if I have a transplant.

I hate it. I hate this. I hate.


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4 thoughts on “Silver Linings

  1. Terri J says:

    There are many types of meds now to put you in remission & be ready for transplant. They just have to find the right one for you. Hats are back in style, at least over here in America. When my daughter lost her hair we bought different color wigs( i liked her in purple) & many style hats. I know it is hard but have some fun with it.

  2. Hang in there Emma. As Terri says, there are all sorts of other meds they will be able to try. But yeah, it sucks.

  3. Sending you loads of Light Energy and healing, and wishing so very much this was all behind you with great success!

  4. Lorna A. says:

    I hope things are improving in some parts of your life. I’ve been thinking about you a lot over the last few days.

    Sorry everything is so crappy for you.

    Hugs Lorna x

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